Sunday afternoon Helen B asked people over to see various cult movies. We watched
The Bitter Tea of General Yen,
Surf Nazis Must Die,
The Last Days of Disco. After three films I felt I had had enough and went home.
Completely on my own in the evening listened to
Crossing the Bar, Radio 3’s programme about the poetry of Tennyson. I listened to it in the big sitting room via the television (you can get most of the radio stations via Sky). It’s more comfortable than the dining room where the radio is located.

Tennyson’s poetry is deeply unfashionable, so it was a surprise to find this programme. It also included one of his mono-dramas that I was not familiar with. For some reason I felt guilty listening to the programme, like Winston Smith in Orwell’s
1984 taking refuge in the fragments of old lyrical culture (and rejecting the prescribed establishment canon).

Once you know about Tennyson’s poetry you start to see references everywhere.
Crossing the Bar is a short poem about dying. Tennyson portrays it as a gentle slipping away from moorings under the Evening Star.

I studied Tennyson for A-level English Literature. This was one of the books that changed my life. I saw the world completely differently after I had read Tennyson.
My favourites include:
Ulysses (has to be read in conjunction with
The Lotus Eaters and
Choric Song),
Break Break Break,
Tithonus (After many a summer dies the swan…),
Now sleeps the crimson petal,
Lady of Shalott,
Morte d’Arthur.
In Memorium A H H is Tennyson’s masterpiece.
Maud is alternatively a paean to unrequited love and a keening evocation of regret.
The effect of learning huge chunks of Tennyson by heart is that it entered my subconscious where it has had a profound effect upon my process of thought. Lines come unbidden into my mind. The distilled Tennysonian feelings and emotions have become my feelings and emotions.

The poem Maud initiates strong feelings, and not just in English Literature students. The character Maud was based on a real person, Rosa Baring, who became the object of Tennyson’s youthful obsession. True to the poem, Rosa Baring lived in a red brick Hall with a “high hall garden” (actually a raised terrace – I’ve been there).
I once visited a village show and went into the church where there was an exhibition. I saw a floral representation of Maud (see above) looking like an idol from a south Pacific cargo cult. In the silence of the church, the dappled sunlight streaming in through the gothic windows seemed to make the image come alive.